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| yo yo yo!! im back!!! and currently a resodent of Miami :d still emo, jus not as much as b4 ^__^ but yea, i still share the same insight you all do :D so how is everyone ^__^ and yea, most of u prly moved on to myspace (: so send me the link and well be myspace buddys too :D
mmk, tty all l8er (: PEAZ~~
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|  wow............. -.-'' iono
im jus feelin bleh, ryt now <.<;;
stupid Massachusettes, Stupid pat Stupid memories ><'''
gahhhhh -.-' i hate this... it doesnt have to be this way, yet, it is. and it sux to the fullest extent...
it sux being ignored.
it sux being hungry.
it sux failing.
it sux being lonely.
it sux being toyed with.
it sux having allergies.
it sux being depressed.
it sux being broke.
it sux to be hated.
it sux remembering the past.
--> it doesnt suck to move.
well, b4, i was reakky upset that i was moving, bcoz i was leaving SOO many pplz behind here. i was wrong, oh boy was i wrong -.-'' my life, has flipped. i feel like im not even living my life, but a life of someone who had created for me. like ive been suddenly plopped into a story plot, and im the main character that basicaly gets screwed over. i always have bad luck, always HAD it too. it sux most of the time. and, i dislike it when pplz look up to me <.<;; mostly some guys. they look up for me for TWO reasons. one reason may be drawing, and they wanna b as good as me. Problem: im really not that good. compare me to a 13 in Malaysia, theyre better thn me, way more expreienced. even here, in america, go find them, theyre there. SECOND reason is of gurls. for some reason most people get the impression that im a "pimp"
or i guess in other words a "playa(player)" this is simply because i hang out with alot of gurls. Problem: yes, i do, but thats coz most of y friends ARE gurls. nothing i cn really do to change that /=, and, players are usually assholes... im only an asshole to guys and onli sometimes wen ive known them long enough were insults simply act like friendly banter. And my image of a pimp is sum weird guy with missing teeth, wearing puffy pink jackets, shades, a cane, and mainly, hass all these gurls kissing his ass. last time i cheked, that wasnt me.
well... right now, i want to get out of here, take my 3 hour plane ride to Miami and start fresh. that there ladies and gentlemen, is my VERY rare reset button. if i were to define sucha slang term, i wud define it as a VERY unique oppertunity in life, were u are able to start a new life elsewere with no trouble. my issue, is that i cheated  life threw me an opportunity, and i took everything i possibly can in that instant second  so now... i kno wut skool im going to, wut town/city im living in, AND whut gurl i might ask out  this isnt really lik things lookin up, its jus blueprinting my new life. im not saying im going to abandon everything here, coz there are still very few ppl here that i do care about ..... so ill comeback next year, in the summer to visit (: its a promise. we kiddies, i gotta go back to my emo-esk life /=,
heres a sample how how miserable i am(why? coz im bored and killing time ):
- wake up
- take shower
- brush teeth
- sneeze violently, eventually making my nose bleed
- bwgin to wipe blood
- stop wiping, give up, and simply watch my blodd hit the sink
- brush hair
- put on hat
- catch my bus
- get to skool
- wait.....
- class
- be ignored by white assholes
- homework center after skool -.-''
- home
- passout
):,
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| multiple things.... but currently am bored -.-''
HELLO STRANGERS!!! (:
u wanna chill wit me sometime?
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| i feel SOOOO shitty -_______-''
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| wow..... sooo wow....
sucha shytty fridai =3=;;....................
eh....... fuk it
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